SiMpLe SoUl Of MiNe

2010-11-24T22:31:00.001+08:00

Today laopo blur until forgot to change the timing of her alarm... So ard 7plus she jiu reach le... Today I feel super restless sia... Today speed soso la... Fast ma? I think slow lo... Haha

Tell laopo about him n yesterday...

Today the two of them keep saying who go do steam cake lo... Haha... And I am naggy auntie... Haha...

Today blur until I forgot to bring money buy lunch... Haha... Went back to take money... Go buy back le... Try the chili... Super hot lo... -.-

Going to act a show on sat... Wonder what is their reaction going to be... Hehe... Can't wait to see... Tomorrow not much things... Going to be a production day ba...

Jia you!!! Jia you!!! PW and laopo!!! Can't wait for the day we gather again... Hehe... Tomorrow hope can make it for the meeting... Hehe...

2010-11-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

Today wake up super early sia... Wash my uniform and apron jiu go work le... Reach there found out the fridge is not close and auntie Ann change my name sia...

Anyway get to complete most of the things before go meeting... Laopo go with me... After meeting go do rest of my thing and complete ard 9 ba... Then go help B... Go down got a shock from Melvin... Faint... He call me his Qing ren lo... Eeee... Today like alot of things to do lo...

Whole day never drink water lo... B look super pale lo... Both of us is chasing him to go rest lo... Today finish ard 7pm cos I haven finish my omelette...

After work acc laopo go bugis go find her fren with Javier cos he off... Chat alot after that jiu take bus home le... But cos sit over stop so go interchange buy dinner and some bbq wings for grandma... Reach home wash up jiu go online... Tml will reach early ba... Acc laopo go meet and tml mdm is coming... My letter!!!! Haha... Time to slp soon... Haha...

2010-11-22T06:21:00.001+08:00

Yesterday is laopo de off day... So sian lo and super slack.. B look pale... Still wanted to go IT show lo...
After work go home put down thing then go meet my frenz for dinner... Reach parkway le he still on his way walking... He keep complain warm so in the end I go eat KFC... He see me eat cos he eat too much BBQ food le... After dinner we walk to the bus stop near my place... Sit and chat chat awhile until his bus arrive jiu go home le...
Reach home wash up le... Jiu KO le... Haha...

2010-11-03T06:31:00.001+08:00

Even if he got gf le... I still miss him lots... Try to treat him back as frenz le... But still will think about him... Now can write whatever I think le since he kick me out of his life will he still read my blog... I miss his hug... Haiz...

2010-10-25T01:37:00.002+08:00

since 22/10/2010 he is not longer mine... i cried all the way home... saw the smile i love... but is not longer smiling cos of me...

today i go change of hair style... i love my new hair cut... think of him again... haha... after hair cut is around 1plus going 2 le... go find wan ting for lunch... chat with B also... haha... after that buy sticky chewy choco for wan ting and green tea cake for myself... i so in love with the green tea cake lo... haha... after that go take bus find frenz... chat chat and walk for super long way lo... haha... reach home my leg also super sour... haha... until late night then i remember i haven take my dinner... go buy cup noodle and also wash my apron... haha... today my frenz show me a MV on youtube... is just like me and him... haiz...

2010-10-09T23:46:00.001+08:00

Today is our 7th months anniversary... Really hope can spend the time with him...

Something you always like to ask me to think and ask me what I will do so nw I ask you

if the people you go out with or go find is actually your gf frenz but they never say or admit... And whatever you did she all knew.. What will you do?

If someone which is your frenz he knew she is your gf but still go after her behind your back... wat will you do?

Dun need think so much... Just a if only...

2010-10-06T07:00:00.001+08:00

Waited until 4am... He never msg me... You say ok u will but u never... Drinking really so important until like this?

People I know why all know him de... Is like all his army time people is my frenz... Our anniversary is getting near... Spend a small little time with me is not a very big request ba... For two weeks le... Haiz...

I wonder how he find out all de... Pro lehz... He can change job do other thing le la... Yesterday had a nice day ba... Frenz around me... And a funny frenz to SMS with that keep my mine away... Lol...

2010-09-29T11:04:00.003+08:00

today dear not meeting me... sobsob... the time i left is so short le... wat to do lehz? wat is him doing lehz?

2010-09-27T10:57:00.000+08:00

Weekend got a shock... Promise my frenz to go out... Am I really so unlucky... Try to act normal until the whole things end I go off first... Phone totally no batt wanted to tell him but I can't find him so tell des... Never go home first so I go find place to sit... Until enough le... Then take cab home... Why feel so pain I dunno... Reach home saw his msg really very happy... But cos late le so never reply... Wonder how things goes after I left... Should I ask ma?

2010-09-22T15:22:00.001+08:00

Part one of the day...

Was shopping n slacking from the time I was awake until now... Do a lot of self take photo... Got some good comment from frenz n and sis... Hehe... Going to start job soon... Can't wait to see if I can survive it... Haha... Was so bored that I go paint my nail... Lol...

Yesterday eat so full until I thought I will throw up lo... Haha... Until now not hungry at all... Got people ask me go do dealer sia... Some say fun some say hard... I wonder...

Now raining sia...

2010-09-20T09:30:00.001+08:00

It hurt to know something... But I still wanna know the truth... Talk to alot of people... Know the decision I make is very stupid... But that is the only way to force myself...

In this relationship I get to see who care n also how selfish a person can be... See to many people change of heart le still never let me learn enough ba... Take it is me being selfish that I wanna give it one last try ba... By that time if it still not working as promise to him n everyone that care n worry for me de... I will let go...

Dear after so many things I dunno will u still read my blog... What I promise de I do le I just hope that u will keep that only promise will do...

2010-08-26T18:28:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was out with dear dear... Hehe... So happy... We go PS watch two movie and find Roy chat chat... After that dear dear accompany me go buy my things... This few days really do a lot of "shopping" for the trip... Yesterday the first movie we watch was not bad... Got a part I cried lo... Hehe... After The show accompany go smoke then go for the second movie "step up 3".... Super nice lo... After back from shanghai going to watch the 3D with dear... Hehe... After movie we go out 7 eleven chat chat n dear smoke... Hehe... After that send dear home then I go home... Reach home pack a bit then go wash up and sleep... Really enjoy my day cos got him... Muack... Love u hubby...

Today wake up early pack a bit then got a call from quek my yog mdm... After the call I go buy breakfast back to eat then wash up go pan pacific find her... Reach there got the things she wanna pass me jiu go off le... Take the bus to ION to shop at the new daiso... Walk walk until I lost my way inside the daiso lo... Haha... Bought a lot of things lo... Haha... After that jiu go home le... Reach home pack pack pack and weight... Until evening time then finish... After that Feel like sleeping but dun dare... Haha...

Seriously this is the first time I go oversea without my family or love one... The feeling is not scare but lonely only...

Anyway up to here first ba... Will update later on when I at the airport ba...

2010-08-16T10:34:00.001+08:00

Yesterday work alone... Get to know a few part timers but forgot their name le... The working shirt is big and ugly lo... Lol...

Today wake up in the morning slack until 6plus then left home... In the end got jam until 7plus then reach hotel... Was in the room until 8 plus then go find a guest that should check out today...

After we found him... We go back to the room... I slack at there until 9plus cos too cold le... So I early go change shift with another guy... Reach there then I know is raining... No wonder I so cold...

Over there I just take a rest or talk to some guest... Dear dear today work in the afternoon... Whole morning wanted to msg him so much but scare disturb his sleep... Wonder he still got read my blog or not... Haha... He wake up le will sms me ma?

Finally the rain stop and the sun is out... Dun feel so cold anymore... Missing the feeling of hugging you dear dear...

End of part 1... Haha...

2010-08-14T20:52:00.001+08:00

Today whole day cleaning my room... Finally almost done... Also throw away the three big cupboard that no much use to me de... Got a few small cut on my hand also... Haha...

While waiting for dear dear to finish work... I watch all the anime and show that I haven watch... Nothing to do keep posting in my Facebook...

Good things is get to chat with my aiai vonvon... So long never chat with her le... Know that she living the life she like... Really very happy for her...

What I angry about today is one of my ex msg me of wanting to spend the night with me... I say no... He say will paid me... I was thinking like what the hell... I treat you as frenz... What you treat me as...

2010-08-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

today whole day at home... never go out... and is very hot... finally wait until dear dear finish work but he meeting frenz... so need to continue wait... sometime i feel that everybody always say this " what you wanna say just say " is it really true if say le wont mind... i thought i stop this habit of keeping things to myself le... now then know that this habit never leave me before... today is our 5 month anniversary but dear dear is working so cant meet... hope tomorrow is better...

happy 5 month anniversary dear dear~~

2010-08-08T23:51:00.001+08:00

This two day work is fun and ok... Was still scare that I can't sell any cos I dun really know anything about it...

Today same as yesterday do what I need to do... Very long never do sale other then for my mommy item... Really feel good cos starting was so scare I can't fix in to outside work...

Anyway today finish replaced my frenz le... Whole day is not bad only got some people make me angry only... The rest really very helpful...

After work go bus stop with dear dear... Also talk about what happen today... Tomorrow is our 5 month anniversary and is national day... Haha...

2010-08-08T20:02:00.001+08:00

I dunno what I did wrong... Thanks for letting me cry and throw out my food for what you say!!!

2010-08-03T23:24:00.001+08:00

Today is a blur blur day... Today taking class photo and doing presentation for cake decoration project... Last min I change all the presentation I want to do... Mdm say my voice too soft...

After school wait for mdm to go sign a form... Then go home... I sleep all the way home...

Was surprise and happy to receive dear dear msg during his working time...

Slack awhile at home jiu go wash up and find dear dear... Reach there dear dear still working so I wait somewhere dear dear can find me de and read my book...

After dear finish smoking we walk to someset bus stop... Disturb him a bit... Hehe... Get to see dear dear smile really very xingfu...

2010-07-30T10:24:00.000+08:00

having him by my side really very 幸福 and 满足... even if the whole day we didn't really do much things or go movie like how we plan... just his accompany is more than enough le... we go play arcade, walk around suntec... and go sit down at the coffee bean smoking area chat chat and some silent time... in the night meet shuyi and QQ go eat... we walk to bugis there eat le we go play billiard... i really a very bad player sia... in the end pass to dear dear to clear the game... still not suitable to play ba... after that i just do my drawing and see them play... hehe... nothing to draw le jiu go rest my eyes and listen to song awhile then watch the show in my ipod nano... cos my iPhone totally no batt le... haha... after finish playing we go prata shop to eat le then go home... reach home is ready 2 plus le... wash up and update until dear dear is home and wash up le... then we go sleep together...

2010-07-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

today reach school an hour early... sleepy sia...

today doing mini cake decoration... really dun have anything in mind lohz... but in the end do do do... outcome also not bad... after school go lunch with classmate jiu go home le... next monday need to hand in the project le... sian... haha... today take train home with wendi but she alight early then me... if she never wake me up guess i will still be sleeping lohz... haha... alight le change bus home... reach home wash up a bit then go take a nap... sleep until dear dear finish work... lol... miss my dinner again... i miss my dear dear...

2010-07-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday start packing my room... and everyone ask me if i moving out... haha... pack for the whole night can say is half done... the other have i going to slowly pack and clean... hope can finish everything plus repaint my wall before i go for my shanghai trip...

today at home i pack a bit only cos a a bit tire and sleepy... buy lunch for grandma and myself... finish eating wash up jiu go sleep le... after wake up dunno is sleep too much or what... my headache problem like come back le... wash my face le... then go wash clothes... while the machine is washing i go clean out some of my novel... and OMG... a lot lohz... hahaha....

finish part of it... then go wash up and find dear dear... today feeling lazy lazy de... once see dear dear jiu if like hugging him... hehe... after his smoke... listen to him talk about his work and also talk about what i do until we reach the bus stop... continue the topic until dear dear board the bus... soon both of us will be very busy... so every time spend this short little time with dear dear is important and treasure to me... next meet up is his off day... and i already missing him le... keke...

2010-07-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

today early in the morning go work... a bit late cos the road got block... haiz... today stay a bit longer in the shop... then go home... reach home wash up... rest on the bed... was shock awake a few times... until evening 8 plus... wash up then go out le... reach dear dear there still early so i go walk around until around 945 then go wait for dear dear to finish work... saw him left the store le then go upstairs wait for him finish smoking...

while waiting for dear dear... got ang moh come talk to me... was shock lohz... haha...

anyway after dear dear smoke we walk to bus stop... lucky the rain stop le... really very happy to see dear dear and chat chat with him...

where am i

2010-07-24T12:26:00.001+08:00

today dunno why... wake up whole body is like breaking apart...today is out with jeslyn and some other frenz... i know i late... everybody know i sure will late de... good derrick still dare to talk behind my back... is ur frenz the one anyhow lohz... anyway get to know some of the other wg member... and jeslyn also intro some of her frenz to me... but can say de is all is guys lohz... whole outing only me and her is girl... if you ask me i think i already forgot how some of them look like le...

today morning msg with hubby really very good... afternoon he go smoke still got sms me... was so happy that i cry abit... very useless hor... just a small act only... but is something he very long never do de le... but until at night he msg sound different...know he is tire...

2010-07-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

today PE is fun... after that go for lunch then sir there... was sleepy... haha...

after that go orchard wanna to wait for dear dear and also find idea for cake...

reach orchard walk pass dear dear work place saw the i pad... never get to touch it cos alot of people is trying it... was thinking find a place to sit down de... but all the place like fully pack le... so i take bus home to change first then go down find dear dear...

reach there still no place to sit so sit outside dear dear de work place... design the cake and also see if there are any idea around until dear dear msg me he finish work go smoke le... while waiting i walk around and see if got any idea until dear dear finish smoking... see dear dear so tire really very sad... know that dear dear used to it le... but will still feel heart pain for him... a lot of things i still need to get used to it so dear dear give me more time ok...

time spend with dear dear is getting short... every meet up to me is very important and i really treasure it a lot...

2010-07-22T17:27:00.003+08:00

today wake up in the morning... after everything prepare ok and left home... the rain come... lucky i got wear jacket... and also until reach sch there then need to walk in the rain... anyway reach sch that stop left only small rain...

today do figuring i dunno should do what so i just do a pig... and some heart shape...

after rush to take train down to suntec... about to reach le receive a call say change to a later time... no choice i also cannot say no ar... so reach there i go buy some bread to eat then wait until they arrive... they are late... haiz... anyway i already have a feeling that very little people show up today and end up only me and another two guy... we walk over to the hotel to go see our location... also let the person in charge know about my timing... and i need to end at which date... think i will be working some full shift ba...

after everything and talking to the hotel manager accompany them go smoke there after they finish smoking then everyone go home... i walk to suntec there take 36 go home... reach home go wash up then on my bed rest le... missing hubby... miss his break time msg also... miss his hug... miss his kiss... miss his everything... today dunno he doing cleaning until will do until what time... hope not too late... waiting waiting waiting... love him...

now going to 4am le... dear dear still on his way home after work... sometime i feel that i really very useless... seeing dear dear work until so late and see him so tire... i cant do anything for him... feel so heart pain for him... *cry* tomorrow he still need to wake up at 6am... where got enough rest... haiz...

2010-07-21T17:25:00.003+08:00

today wake up abit late cos leg cramp... haiz cramp for two day le... hope tomorrow wont cramp le... lucky reach school not very late... hehe...

today finally start taking notes le... get to know a lot of things... today is only 2 hour lesson then finish le... after class go talk to mdm about my timing for some lesson need to change and also get to know about some shanghai trip things... go home need to go find my passport... after that go canteen have my breakfast plus lunch then go take train home le... reach home do a customer list record for myself... then take a short nap... but awhile jiu wake up le... can say today blurblur de... haha... wake up watch some anime and also converting dear dear de show...

while converting then remember need to find my passport... haha...

not even apart for 24hours i already missing him so much le... time with him always so fast... without him so slow... how i wish fri faster come... hehe...

anyway tomorrow after school need to rush down to suntec for the YOG things... today got good news and also bad news... hope i can finish my project before the things start...

2010-07-20T17:15:00.001+08:00

dear dear off day... hehe... was waiting at JP... after that go dear dear house... really love spending time with him... around 3 ba... we left dear dear house go take bus to interchange change mrt... really very xin fu to the max... reach orchard we go ION check dear dear working time then go find shuyi and QQ...

we all go orchard central there eat... after that we take bus going to marina square but last min change and alight halfway... we walk around looking for shuyi de rubber stamp and dear dear also go find his penknife... after that we walk down to somewhere near bugis there to play billiard... i first time play... very fun...

after that we go dinner... then dear dear send me to take bus them he take train home... i miss my stop lohz... hehe... luck not very far... reach home wash up and chat chat with laogong awhile then we both go sleep le... hehe... i missing him le...

2010-07-18T00:40:00.001+08:00

saw this when i was walking in a shop...

To Laogong:

Please always know
that i love you more
than anything
else in the world.
Being with you makes
me feel so happy.

2010-07-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

Today went out with frenz to expo to see flea market... After that go tampines to walk walk then go watch movie...

Something happen in the cinema which make me decide not to go out with this frenz anymore...

After movie I ask this frenz to send me to the place I want... And thru out I just act sleep until I reach... I walk off after I alight...

2010-07-16T08:19:00.001+08:00

yesterday hubby was home late... i miss him...

today wake up... pack my bag then go sch... starting i cant find the rest... walk back again then found them... was fun... after that wait for them to bath le we go canteen wait... was so sleepy until school end...

take train down to orchard there to change bus... reach home wash up then go rest le... until evening time wake up... stone awhile then go wash up again... cos very hot... after bath... got pack the things i want into my other bag then go out le... hehe... cant wait to see hubby... i miss him... anyway i reach around 8 plus 9... then i got BK... want to listen to my frenz on air... but cant listen to anything... so in the end use my netbook to see anime... until dear dear finish work le... saw he walking with him workmates so just walk behind never go over to call him... until saw him sms then i walk off... was waiting at the stair until dear dear finish... hehe...

after dear dear finish we walk over to bus stop... really miss him a lot until wanna hug him to sleep le... keke... i starting to feel that my xin fu is back le... how about you laogong? you xin fu ma?

reach home then know grandma is not home... hehe... maybe tomorrow can do egg bread... hehe...

happy birthday lena... hope you enjoy your day... :)

2010-07-11T12:25:00.000+08:00

today really no customer lohz... sobsob... was thinking after work go find mummy until mummy call say she bring the supplier family go out... so in the end after work jiu take bus home le...

before go home go CC see if got any cooking class got hand on de... too bad they dun have... they only got let us see see de... which not the kind i like...

today is dear dear first day of work after training... can see that he very busy cos he dun even have time to reply sms... so dun disturb him... haha... reach home wash up le jiu on net book help mummy do things... today no hope for my jacket le... haha... after doing everything then go take a nap...

until evening time... go out eat... at the same time hubby msg me that he just finish eating... sms awhile see he no reply le guess he back to work le... then i continue eating... i i just finish a M size of onion ring then full le... was thinking maybe wait awhile will hungry then eat the burger... in the end until i go find hubby still not hungry... anyway when i reach there hubby still working so i go walk around... saw some nice jacket, shirt and notes book...think get my allowance then can buy le...

after that go other level to walk walk... by the time i go back dear dear there saw him walk off with his working friends... so never call him... until he finish smoking with them le then i walk up to him... while on the way to PS bus stop we chat a lot lohz... hehe...

after hubby taken his bus i walk to opp to take mine... reach home while waiting for hubby... i go pack my stuff for tomorrow... need to wear full uniform.... sad sad... bag big big... tomorrow must remember to buy padlock... if not got locker also cannot use... hehe... anyway dear dear today sure very tire to even read my blog ba... hehe... hope he have enough rest since tomorrow he start work at 4pm...

2010-07-10T13:19:00.001+08:00

I love you hubby LaoGong...

2010-07-07T14:25:00.004+08:00

is i think too much ma? hubby what should i do to clear the gap between us... i wan things to get better i also know cannot rush... but some time this helpless feeling will just come out... cos i dunno what to do... my smile is all becos of him... becos is him...i willing to trust.. i willing to believe... maybe sometime my way of doing is wrong... let me know and give me time i will change... will he still read my blog? if yes will he still give me feedback like always...

2010-07-07T09:37:00.003+08:00

all the small move and and care you show me really let me feel warm and touch... i hope one day i can once again heard you say what you will always say/ask me before we hang up the phone...

i dunno if anyone agree with what i say but

i think there are two type/mask of me... the crazy type and the quiet type... crazy type something i used to be in the young and sometime short period of time in every stage of my life... i love to play around disturb around like there are no limit and no control... only fun and play but bad things is i will become very hot temper and i like to win and i will talk back if i feel totally unfair to me...

quiet type of me will only read novel, watch anime, see what people do or heard what people say and this type of me appear more in every stage of my life... every time when i was hurt by my frenz or love one... this part of me will appear more... if you ask me i will like this part of me more ba... bad things is everyone is hard to get close to me cos i wont go to you... cos i will put a safety distance... and is hard for me to talk what i wan... cos i will think if i say out will it change anything or is it better if i just keep quiet... i will think a lot but sometime i will just shut down...

what is the kind you want me to be... or what is the kind i will be in future...

a lot of things i dun dare to make a promise and say i will/can is cos i no confident that i can do well... scare if i say it out le or make the promise... turn out i fail...

2010-07-07T01:41:00.002+08:00

another new day in sch... mdm is on honeymoon... and recently alot of things happen... keep having nightmare... which i dunno why... new sch is not bad... just that too far for me... everyday have to wake up early to take bus change mrt change lrt... classroom is at level 6... lucky got lift... the chair and table is more bigger and better then we have in clementi... everyone today keep asking me why i look so pale... i never answer...

after school i go home change le jiu go out wait for dear dear finish work... been trying to be very careful with everything... after his work we go ps meet Roy chat until QQ and shuyi reach... we go walk walk then go marina square... QQ and hubby playing while i and shuyi go chat chat... after we are back and seat.... cos see the time 9 plus le so they end the game and we all go lao pa sa eat and chat chat until 12plus... then go home...on the way home listen to hubby talking until i reach home... go wash up le... wait for hubby to finish wash up too then we go sleep together...

hubby i love you and hope things can better between us...

2010-07-07T01:27:00.003+08:00

i know that i the one that make you feel that way... i very sorry about it... but i really hope that we can get back to the way we are from the start... i never wan things to turn out this way... the way you talk to me and treat me all the small distance/change i feel from you really scare me... dun move away from me... cos i really love you and i dun wish to lost you...

2010-07-05T06:05:00.002+08:00

hubby where do i stand in your heart? i was lost and insecure... do i really need to wear back the mask...

2010-07-04T23:29:00.003+08:00

everything is my fault everything is my wrong... happy... you have your reason... everything is just me being 无理取闹 being 小心眼... my tone suck... thanks for letting me know how unreasonable i am... i now then know i am such a worst person...

2010-07-04T22:05:00.003+08:00

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2010-07-04T10:17:00.000+08:00

early in the morning go open shop... on my net book and watch anime... waiting for hubby sms...

yesterday he play majong until today 3am... in the end i never go sleep le... haha... wait until time to go work then sleep in the bus... have a feeling today plan confirm is go watch movie then go for dinner then walk walk awhile jiu go home le... cos have a feeling he sure wont choose the 7plus show timing de... cos tomorrow he got work...

2010-07-03T00:43:00.001+08:00

today hubby late again.. but better le... walk around suntec find his spec... but dun have the one he really like de... so he keep saying wanna buy my jacket...

today movie time is gone again... cos he wanna go home and play majong... sad sad... today keep stopping him from smoking... but sometime see he smile very happy then i let him smoke le... cos i wanna see his smile...

i also very bad la... keep saying him when playing unblock me... sometime smart people dunno how to play simple things de... cos they will think too much...

remind me of my primary school classmate... he call James... when is primary 6 i was a lazy girl... now still is... haha... teacher ask him to make sure that i got do all my homework... but i always never do so... we two sometime will always fight... but sometime we are ok de... specially in math... all the simple one i have to teach him while all the hard one he will teach me... that why i feel that smrt not really a very good things cos we will think too much when things are very easy de...

anyway we walk awhile then go for dinner... after dinner we go play arcade basketball... haha... i win him two times... hehe... after that we take bus 36 to orchard... alight le we wait for him bus to come... today wait very long... anyway after dear dear took the bus... his third sis call... so we alight at somerset that stop and wait for his sis... after his sis come and fetch him... i wait back to bus stop and wait for my bus...

board the bus... listen to music not long iPhone jiu no batt le... cant even sms with hubby... quite sad... was thinking what dear dear say in the bus... why i wanna meet everyday is cos i know after i go for my IA... we will have lesser time to meet... that why i hope that we can spend more time with each other... but guess that not what he think ba... he always let me feel that even if cant spend more time together also ok for him... make me feel like is only i the one hope to spend more time together...

anyway reach home... second day i msn him not a single reply... haiz... cos he playing majong le... dunno what to say le... now can only wait until he finish playing...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA AND SARAH!!!!

2010-07-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

today very sad... whole day raining... prepare everything go out... reach library there... the rest still haven reach in the end the time they can reach is the time i cannot... after that frenz cancel other plan... super upset... call hubby wanna go find him... got chase home... totally no mood le... feel like crying... reach home not long thought can msn or sms with hubby... in the end he say playing majong... now i regret going home early... that why i hate go home so early... from 7pm start playing until now 11pm le still no msg from him... my mood really down... angry!!! upset!!! dunno why... mood really super bad!!! :'( sometime i feel that he more and more dun bother about me le... 好难受... i hate waiting... but every time i can onli wait...

2010-07-01T22:21:00.001+08:00

Is this thinking asking too much...

I just hope that one day he go out with me he won't smoke... Even just half day I also happy... But is it really so hard...

2010-07-01T06:58:00.001+08:00

Yesterday buffet outing was very success... Get to know a lot of new frenz...

Dear dear yesterday last day le... Starting a new job on Monday... Dunno how the time like... Was happy and worry at the same time...

2010-06-30T02:55:00.002+08:00

no matter how much he make me angry or sad... i still love him a lot... still feel that not enough... time with him always pass so fast that i always dun feel enough... i wan to see him every second... wan to be by his side every second... i know i very greedy.. but that is how much i love him... even after 3 month plus... the love only increase more and more...

2010-06-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

Until now he reject me how many request le... I dun remember... Seeing others can but I being told cannot... The feeling really very bad... wan me to really request something i wan not easy... worst is after being reject i wont ask again le even if i wanna to so much... cos i scare and dislike being reject...

2010-06-29T09:37:00.003+08:00

today early in the morning go office take money then go market open shop... today 4 plus 5 the rain very heavy...

reach the shop not hungry so never eat... until 9 plus call dear dear to wake up... yesterday i too much le ma? just because he sick smoke abit more jiu angry with him... i very bad ma?

nowadays his msg getting shorter from laopo change to dear... yesterday even dear also dun have le... cos he angry with me? or cause he tired le?...

yesterday is mei mei de anniversary but QQ didn't meet her... can see that she very sad... if one day dear dear also like that how? or he forget about it? think i will be very sad and cry ba...

2010-06-28T23:02:00.001+08:00

What the point when u say thing u won't then the next minutes you are doing it.

2010-06-28T00:06:00.001+08:00

Today go find dear dear... He still look pale but better than these 2 day le... Still worry and heart pain... And also a lot of things he cannot eat... Haiz... Hope he get well soon... I miss him a lot...

2010-06-27T14:24:00.001+08:00

I hate being alone...

2010-06-26T18:19:00.002+08:00

today morning go NYP to collect my YOG uniform... after that go JP to buy the slipper for grandma... hope she like it... after that go hubby house void deck... cos hubby sms me he take med jiu go back sleep le... so wait until he wake up le then let him know i at the void deck...

hubby wake up le... jiu come down find me... was very happy to see him... but he still look very pale... and some more he need to go home take med so didn't really spend much time together... very sad but no choice cos he sick le... after that slack under his void deck awhile jiu go home le... know that he dun wan me to slack around outside so go home... today suntec there alot of car... take longer time to reach home...

once reach home go wash up and remove my make up then go online le... now blogging since nothing to do... lucky grandma like the slipper i bought for her... cos yesterday she say like the one i bought two day ago... very long never see her smile like that to me le...

anyway think dear dear wont be reading today de blog ba... hope he get well soon... cos just two day like this meet awhile only... i dunno why start feeling 不安 and lonely...

2010-06-25T18:31:00.001+08:00

I really very useless... I can't do anything for him... He sick le I can only stand aside and see...

2010-06-25T16:15:00.001+08:00

Worried will never stop until fully recover...

2010-06-25T11:59:00.001+08:00

Today happy mood just drop... Know he is sick but just feel so down and 难受... Hope he get well soon ba... :'(

2010-06-24T06:29:00.001+08:00

early in the morning wake up cos still got time so i continue convert the show... suddenly i start see see "xiao qiang" appear in my room... was so scare until i cry and i break a bottle... until i dun see anymore "xiao qiang"... i faster go wash up and get change go JE do my card... just in time when i taking train to JP... hubby wake up le...

reach JP... cos dunno do what so slowly walk the direction to hubby house... until reach hubby void deck then saw him... hehe... hubby flu still not good... dunno can meet tomorrow or not... haiz...

anyway we walk to JP... do his card and also walk around... my slipper halfway spoil so have to go buy a new one...

today hubby can only spend time with me until 6... cos today his father day dinner... so good...

anyway after JP... hubby bring me go see the place he used to play basketball de... we sit sit awhile see other play... then hubby go borrow ball play awhile... cos hubby wearing slipper so when he walk very funny lohz...

after that he send me take bus jiu go home le... on the bus not long jiu fall asleep le... wake up halfway cos very cold... finally alight le... wait for bus 16... on the way sms with hubby... reach home i go wash up... then online the whole night until hubby decide to go to sleep...

2010-06-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

Really very scare... Everytime think about it I just can't stop crying... I rather dun wan my phone...

Why dear dear keep raising his voice and look so angry... I never wanna cry but I can't stop the tear... I can't help thinking if dear dear never leave in time or the bus never stop or he drive faster what will happen... I can't stop having this kind of thinking... And it really scare me... I know not dear dear wrong... I really never think that way...

2010-06-23T11:22:00.001+08:00

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Just found that one of my frenz just break off with her bf after 2yrs... And the reason he give is he no feeling le... Really feel very unfair for my frenz... Will he be like that guy also??? My confident drop again...

2010-06-23T09:48:00.001+08:00

Good... Early in the morning he make me cry again becos he never take care of his health... Since he also dun bother le...why should I still kpo care so much or worry for what!!!!

2010-06-21T22:31:00.001+08:00

Today office nothing much... So slack... Until my cousin go to the bank problem start coming up... My grandma say the ceili wall drop and my cousin say the one I sign is wrong... Than was thinking maybe tomorrow than do jiu hao... But after my call and got scold by mummy... I need to bring everyone down with me...aNd the stupid Jin long keep giving me problem... Worst is I go posb then the person say I can only cash from DBS... I only left 5min so I run to DBS there cash the money out le rush to standard the bank to cash in the money... After everything done super tire le... Back to office rest awhile take cousin things jiu go home le... Cancel my meet up with frenz... Then found out is a small piece... But still happy that no one is injure...

2010-06-20T19:58:00.001+08:00

Mummy alight safety le... Hehe... Now at mac downloading show... Finally finish the show "iris" le... Next is hubby de bleach... Whole day in the mac... Can download until hubby finish work le...

2010-06-17T23:19:00.001+08:00

Really very hard to control my emotion just now... Can say I totally use up all my strength to control and not to cry...

Sometime I dunno what he thinking... After I finish what I have to say I get no reply back... I will think that is either he dun agree with me or he think I being unreasonable... Haiz...

Anyway guess I over control le... My head now feel pain and numb...

2010-06-17T18:51:00.001+08:00

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Afternoon during lunch time go katong shopping center with my cousin to do something about her evening dress... After that we go parkway to find her shoe... After that go but food for my mummy... Before we go back to office bought 3 tops... Spend away a $50... So this month no more spending le... Cos I almost buy finish all the things I need le... Now is go home wash up le... Bring dear dear charger and go find him...

Dear dear I miss u...

2010-06-17T18:45:00.001+08:00

Today is our 100 days together... Really very happy... Too bad dear dear off day is yesterday not today...

Yesterday out with dear dear really very happy... Got a few time angry lohz... Get to talk a lot with him.. Hehe...

After meet up with shuyi... I get to know abit more of dear dear past... I never mind is cos I know if dear dear never go thru all this... I and him won't be together like now... I love him so I won't mind what is in the past... As long as he willing to truely love me...

2010-06-16T03:07:00.001+08:00

Today may be a sick day for me... But I feel better... Today after dear dear finish work we meet up with qq and shuyi... Smoke awhile than as usual we go marina square... Was reading book than after that go chat chat with shuyi while the guys playing... Was talking about the guys than talk about how I and dear dear become together...

After chat the guys also about to finish their game... Was surprise with what shuyi tell dear dear... Dunno what she mean but hope that is good for her de...

After that go 7 eleven there chat chat... Was enjoy listening... And see dear dear become 长舌夫... Lol... I love him so much... Until about 2 plus to 3 than we all take cabby home... Lucky tomorrow dear dear off day can rest more...

Back home talk to didi about his phone... Was happy that at least what happen he will still come and tell me even if I can't help him...

After chat awhile jiu go back room wait for dear dear to reach home...

2010-06-15T18:46:00.001+08:00

Die guess this morning de rain really kill me le... Been sneezing the whole day le...

2010-06-14T22:47:00.001+08:00

Sometime to others no matter what it is can say is small things... But sometime to me is not... I hate always be the last person to know things... Specially from the person I care most... Cos to me it feel like is saying " what is done already I just informing you only " may not be what you mean but I just can't help feel upset about it...

On the way home in the bus suddenly heard a lady shout very loud at the driver to shut up... At first I thought is an old auntie.. In the end is a lady think around 25 or 26 ba...

2010-06-13T23:21:00.001+08:00

Today nothing much... Morning call hubby until he wake up jiu slack in the shop... After that Mummy come fetch me le we go find didi go eat...

After lunch I go take the thing mummy at night wanna go delivery de... Than go home le... Reach home take a short nap than go get ready to go delivery... Take bus alight le than go orchard central... Starting a bit lost but still find my way le...

After that jiu go find hubby and wait until he finish work...

2010-06-13T10:36:00.001+08:00

Dear dear I still treat u not good enough ba...

2010-06-12T23:06:00.001+08:00

Just finish read my novel... Suddenly got a thinking about my past... Feel that each stage of my life this situation always happen... First is pri... Second is sec.. Next is after finish secondary school... A lot of things not I dun remember is I choose not to talk about it... Cos is too... Haiz... Dear dear I got tell u before ba? I forgot le...

2010-06-10T23:02:00.001+08:00

Today wake up le slack at home awhile jiu go mummy there le...

Sms with cousin than know mummy sick again... Cos she sleeping so I never go disturb her...

Dear dear sms me cos he need money so rush down... Before that help mummy awhile... Dunno why mummy tear... But after I left... Like can feel how mummy feel... After I left the building I start crying until reach dear dear there still cannot stop... Really feel very sad...

After sometime then start to cool down...

After that I go get my internet banking things and also deposit my money... Than go jk with jiejie...

After dear dear back to counter... I go buy the things I need than go mac eat... After that go back find dear dear... But he still busy so I go daiso buy things until he about to finish work le then go find him...

Got new cigg so go buy for dear dear... And dear dear math getting bad le... Bully me...

Anyway after we reach the bus stop not long dear dear bus jiu come le... After he board his bus i jiu walk back to opp to take bus...

2010-06-09T23:56:00.001+08:00

Today wake up around 9plus... On msn with aiai... After that see the timing enough... So go wash up n get reach ke go find aiai first...

Reach there see onli aiai... Chat chat with her until dear dear say he left home le.. Than I also left and go ps... Reach around the same time as hubby...

After that we go cut hair than walk to cine... We go buy the ticket le jiu go eat pasta... After that go walk around with hubby... Leg pain but I dun mind cos is with hubby... After that we walk back to cine to walk show... Overall the show is soso onli... Was very sad cos dear dear show me wall... Something I dislike a lot... But after that jiu ok le just that dun feel like talking... We go someset 313 walk walk... Then go bus stop...

Hubby bus very bad lohz... Always cut my bus... After that listen to song until I alight and go home... Overall I still very happy de cos the time is spend with hubby...

LAOGONG HAPPY 3rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! I love you!!!

2010-06-08T23:46:00.001+08:00

Today hubby off day... Wake up around 10plus wait for hubby sms... After that go wash up and change le jiu go ps find him...

Today change of plan... After he send his letter to the lady boss we go walk walk awhile... Hehe... Hubby get me the snoopy... After that we took mrt to jp... Walk and shop until the shop start to close... Hubby get 3 ps3 games, and buy a wallet for me and himself... And another for coin and keys...

After that we walk to the void deck to rest and change wallet... Chat awhile than walk to bus stop... Love the feeling like that chatting to hubby...

After I board the bus than found out my phone is gone... Borrow phone from others to call... Lucky the person found it got answer... Rush over collect le... The person offer to send me to take mrt... Really very lucky... After that I take bus to ps and change bus home...

2010-06-08T00:06:00.001+08:00

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Today dunno why all the food I eat like storage in my stomach like that... Today hubby complain that Iake him say alot he dun want to say de... But I wanna know ma if not I will anyhow think ar... Haiz... Today is a raining day ba... My area is raining lohz... Lucky hubby there no rain... Hehe...

2010-06-07T20:52:00.001+08:00

Today reach counter... He not there... Knew it... * cried*

2010-06-04T01:56:00.001+08:00

Today is mdm Tanty test... Hope I can pass... Didn't get to take to my team mate about the project... Haiz...

Went to mummy there in the end is do nothing de... Until 6 plus than go home...

Find dear dear and saw Jie... Hubby tell me a bad news which is he will be taking a cabby with Roy after work... No time to pei me... So sad sad...

Reach home do project while SMS with others... And waiting for hubby to be home...

2010-06-02T22:50:00.001+08:00

Today after mummy there is go meet hubby... So long never blog le...

Sometime I dunno why I getting more and more dislike myself...

Today bag super heavy even hubby also say so... Haha...

Tomorrow got test again... Later need to study... Nw still in the bus... Dunno what time than reach home... Lol

2010-05-28T00:56:00.001+08:00

Today wake up le jiu study for the test... Super alot lohz... But lucky the paper not very hard... Should be able to pass ba...

After school go change than take bus go find hubby... Reach there le hubby still busy... Wait wait wait until 2pm than he finish... Really dun like his boss lohz... Today is his off day lehz..

After that we sit outside the 7 eleven awhile than go buy movie ticket... Cos is 5 plus still got a lot of time so we go eat first than walk around... After that he accompany me go spotlight buy things le... We accompany his frenz go smoke smoke...

After movie we go walk walk go buy new cover for his iPhone... Is a very nice one... Hope dear dear really love it... After that we go bus stop... After he board his bus I also go take bus...

Reach home... I wait for hubby to be home than go bath... After finish bathing and dear dear finish eating... I jiu know hubby got mj later... Nw is onli waiting le...

2010-05-25T09:22:00.000+08:00

Today trip saw a lot of old stuff... And take photo until phone no batt... Haha

After that we walk to marina square to eat... Than awhile more jiu go find hubby... But once again he gone smoking saw Roy and the rest all tell me dunno where is him... So I went up and down... Finally saw him was so angry cos my phone no batt le... Still can't find him... Really dun like the feeling... Mummy and all my ex give me this feeling and I really hate it...

Anyway after that hubby pass me the netbook ask me to go do home work... So I go bk... Do awhile know that going no batt le... Try to find place to charge but in the end never find any... So off it and go outside read my book...

Today finally dear dear de show last day... He can have more rest le...

Qq and shuyi come so we go back ps after hubby finish... Until 11plus I send hubby go take bus than I also go home le... Nearly miss my stop... Haha... Reach home wash up than wait for hubby...

2010-05-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

I really love every second I spent with dear dear... I know dear dear treat me very nice... But sometime I just so bad that I want him to only smile to me... Yesterday see his smile so happy... I like very long never see le... Was upset cos that smile is not face me...

Finally dear dear the show is going to end tomorrow... He dun have to wake up so early for work...

My sleeping habit is back le...

2010-05-21T02:48:00.002+08:00

i really not a very good girlfriend... know he very tired le still disturb until he wake up... know this few days sure like this but still cant control... i know i think too much... but just cant help it...this timing i should be sleeping... but very hard...

2010-05-20T22:48:00.001+08:00

Why am I feeling this way... Is it cos I not feeling well? Or is it I too selfish? Or jealous? I dunno... Haiz... My head hurt...

For two days le my headache never stop for a second from the time I'm awake...

Today we never really get to have our own time... But I know today he very happy... Can see... As long he happy... Should I tell him how I feel or will he come and see what I post... I wonder...

2010-05-18T03:03:00.000+08:00

this morning dun why... just feel so 不安 when found out dear dear never go back yet... haiz... today chocolate dipping... the inside filling mdm help us do le... we just need to do the dipping coating... if you ask me... i think the flavor is not bad... mdm is right in one things is if we wanna be a pastry chef we actually have to try everything to improve in out taste...

after school went to dear dear there to give his the chocolate... shuyi and QQ also come... so we go eat chicken rice together... saw my cousin... haha... after finish waiting... we walk back to PS le... than shuyi and QQ go walk walk while i and dear dear go back to his counter... awhile later than go home le... iPhone totally no batt... reach home charge then go bath...after bath than go change and go out le... reach dear dear there take the netbook than go LJS there to eat... cos buy until now is my first time using it... was so angry why so funny than i call dear dear to help me... he come up tell me what is the problem le than go back... start update about my project until dear dear call than i remember i got food... eat until left a bit than cant eat anymore le...so go down find dear dear... cos dear dear helping a customer so i wait until he finish about to go change pass le than i go to B1 wait for him... we had a short chat out 7 eleven than walk to bus stop... today i send cos my reason is dear dear is very tire...

anyway after he board his bus i walk back to my other bus stop waited for about 10 min take the bus than take a small nap le... lucky i never miss my stop...almost reach home the same time ask dear dear... we go bath together... than i wait until he finish eating than we both go sleep le...

i know this few days dear dear is busy... sometime i wondering did dear dear read my blog or did he read the past post that he miss out de when i say i updated my blog... have a feeling the answer is no...but also never mind ba... need ot wake brother at 5am... hope i wont overslept that time...

2010-05-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

today wake up get ready for school... last min go take bus 55 and change mrt... after alight the bus to school... mdm tap on my should... haha... and she share her umbrella with me... reach school office than we way different way le... i go buy bun to eat than go change for practical... today my group is doing decoration for test... everything i just learn once before only... so not really happy for the outcome of what i do... haiz... get only 16...

after school eat a bit, go change than go take bus find dear dear le... take to dear dear awhile than go daiso buy container... cos tomorrow do dipping can bring home some... hehe...

in the bus got a weird guy sit beside me... keep asking me to see things and also play with my snoopy... lucky things is he alight before i do...

reach home rest a bit and eat some chips... guess i sensitive to potato chips ba... cos every time eat my nose sure very itch de... after that go sleep a bit than go wash up find dear dear...

in the bus... i saw big ants and others insect... Eeeee~~~

reach PS there follow around until he saw me... is like 5 mins later le... wait at his counter until he finish work... we go 7 eleven buy drink than go to the bus stop le... today i send... hehe... sometime i will think... how dear dear treat me... he also like that treat his ex gf de ma? after dear dear board the bus... i walk to the opp and take bus 16...

in the bus sleep until my stop reach le than i wake up... lucky the bus haven go off... reach home... rest until dear dear finish eating le than we go bath... after bath go online update le than wait for dear dear to chat chat with me... every second i am missing him...

2010-05-16T06:19:00.000+08:00

early in the morning wake up go open stall... was thinking no customer until near afternoon le than got customer... not bad la... heehee... 12plus mummy jiu come and fetch me le... was going sim lim de but cos i not enough time to do my chocolate so i alight at bugis take bus home...

reach home is already 1 plus 2... start doing until 3plus... than faster go bath and get ready le...reach aunt there is already 430...play around with the rest until dinner time... and the rain is really very heavy lohz... until about to left le then smaller a bit... aunt fetch me out than i walk to my bus stop... took bus 16... was super cold lohz... die...

reach baby there see baby so busy also dun dare to disturb him... so i go aside to do my friendship band until he finish work... by the time we go out the rain have stop le... we go find place to sit so that baby can send his sale... after baby send his sale we walk to bus stop today i wan to send baby off first cos can see he very tired le... heart pain...

reach the bus stop not long baby saw his frenz so they chat chat until baby bus come... after send baby off i walk back to the opp to take bus... didn't wait very long for the bus... but bad things is very cold... try to keep warm until i fell asleep... by the time i alight guess i cold until starting to stone le... cos i didn't even realise all my msg to baby is not send out until i finish my bath... sorry baby if i let you worry...

after that wait for baby to finish bath and eating... try to online but still not very good cos keep disconnecting... was thinking why baby so long never reply me than i realise i forgot to take out my earpiece that why i didn't heard dear dear sms... haiz.... why i so blur... =(((

sms with baby awhile than we both go sleep le... today dunno why so stone and blur... haiz... =((( sorry dear dear...

2010-05-14T01:34:00.001+08:00

Today didn't get enough sleep ba... Wake up 4plus go hang the chef jacket hope it dry fast... Went back to room online waiting for time to pass until 5plus go wash up than pack my bag and get ready to go out... Was shock when I saw the waiting time for bus 36 so long... Forgot to bring my jacket... Didn't have a good nap cos very cold... Miss my stop so I faster alight at the next one than found out that stop dun have the bus I wanna take... Walk down to the next bus stop to take 106... Was thinking sure late for practical test le...

Today all the bus super cold lohz... Try to take a nap until my frenz wake me... If not I sure miss my stop again... Reach school go buy a bun than go change le... Today do piping... For the wording I think is not bad... But for the template I keep do and do until lazy to do than design one or two myself... Than go help the rest melt the chocolate...

After that is let mdm see... If I never see wrong is I get full mark... Hehe.. After that is clean up... After class is over we change le... some go class first than the rest of us go canteen buy food... Get a tuna bread and water... Reach classroom then start copy the notes le... Eyes very dry lohz...

After class go take bus find baby then slack there until he chase me home... Hehe... Reach home wash up jiu sleep le... Wake up sms with dear dear awhile than back to sleep until night... Go wash up than go find dear dear... Waiting for the bus until 9pm then the bus come... Was thinking sure late le... Than remember today dear dear finish late... Reach PS... Then go find dear dear and watch show until he finish work...

Today end abit late... By the time we reach the bus stop is already 10plus le... Today is dear dear send me... Heart pain when see dear dear so tired... Reach home take a rest than go bath with dear dear... After bath while waiting for hair to dry try to go online... But keep disconnect so can only use iPhone to update blog le... After hair dry sms with dear dear awhile than both of us go sleep le...

Tonight is going to be a raining night... Nite nite dear dear love you always... Forever ur dearest laopo... Muack...

2010-05-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

today morning go find mummy... do some work... was very angry that mummy make me wait until the last min then let me go off... really very angry lohz... reach school was a bit late...

today do truffle cos the cream come le... hehe... but this time is not enough dark chocolate or milk chocolate ba... haha... was very fun doing it lohz... cos need to roll the chocolate to ball and hand must be cold if not the chocolate will melt... scare that my hand is warm so i go dip in the ice around 2 3 times... lol... after rolling the chocolate ball next is do the coating... the chocolate on my glove get harden very fast lohz... even mdm also surprise that my hand is like more cold than hers... haha... after all done le... we all try all the flavor and also bring home some... still got one tray in the freezer that we dunno lohz... haha...

after we finish is quite late le... take bus go find baby... let him drink the vinegar and charge my IPhone then i go eat le... i didn't know that i eat very fast lohz... all the chocolate i left at baby there... give one to the carrefour guy and the other for baby to bring home... by the time i finish dinner back to dear dear counter... dear dear is about to go off le... haha... go B1 wait for him... after that go top up my ez link then we walk to the bus stop behind someset MRT... at there wait for his promoter to pass him the key... chat chat awhile about to rain le so we walk nearer to the bus stop...

today is i send de so after dear dear took his bus awhile more my bus jiu come le... on the bus take a nap... a very short nap cos very cold... haha... reach home sms with dear dear awhile more then go take my hot bath le... after bath change le jiu on com and check email and updating... think until here first... miss you dearest laogong... muack muack~

2010-05-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

Today wake up after dear dear sms me than go wash up and pack my stuff for school...

Before go school I go mummy there take thing first... Was angry that my grandma call my cousin to complain about things which she dun dare to call and tell me...

Anyway William uncle offer to send me to school... Hehe... Save bus fare... Reach school early so wait until chocolate room... After awhile then I go buy food to eat... After I finish the morning class group already out and change... Chat with my group awhile more than go in... Cos the cream is not here yet so we can't do truffle... We spread into two group and do a small showpiece... I do the piping of the bird... Overall not bad... Get to learn something... hurt my hand... Before finish class mdm do check on us... And almost everyone go into the freezer... I inside until I shaking lohz...

After class I go take bus home... Reach home wash up jiu go sleep le... Until 7plus than wake up... Go wash up then go finish dear dear... Reach there go buy mac to eat le... Go buy water then go find dear dear... Around 9 plus accompany dear dear walk to lido there de isetan... Wait downstairs for him until he finish...

After he finish we walk to someset there de bus stop to wait for bus... His bus come first than mine... In the bus doing nothing just take a very short nap then shock wake up... Blur blur until I alight...

Reach home wash up le jiu wait for baby... Hope I won't fell asleep ba...

2010-05-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

today post is going to be very short cos nothing much...just my usual life... hehe

today wake up too early so go back sleep... wake up again late le... faster wash up and change jiu go take bus le... meet up with teeth they all than we go to the CC... lucky they got provide breakfast cos i very hungry... haha... after that we wait awhile then go do packing le... we do very fast... before we already finish... but we didn't know... just break until they say can go le... LOL...

cos nothing to do just sms with baby and playing games until 5%... faster go take bus go home le... reach home wash up awhile then fell asleep le... wake up in the evening time then go wash up and change le jiu go find dear dear...

while walking to bus stop so check the timing the bus coming... was shock that bus 36 need 17 min to reach so decided to change and take bus 16... reach dear dear there i go buy fries first than go dear dear counter... after dear dear back to counter... talk to him awhile then go buy water for him... back to counter let him drink his water le... chat chat with jie jie awhile and wait for him to finish work... after his work we go up to 7 eleven to find jiejie and sammi... after finish smoking jiejie they all go take cabby and sammi go take MRT while dear dear and i go take bus...

at the bus stop we talk talk talk until dear dear de bus come... after dear dear board the bus... i faster walk to the bus stop... once reach the bus stop bus 16 jiu come le... hehe... in the bus sms with baby until i reach and alight... reach home rest awhile then go wash up with dear dear... after wash up he go cook something to eat while i update blog... sad thing is i update until fell asleep... sad sad... never get to wish dear dear good night......

2010-05-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

today dear dear come bring me... hehe... we go Clementi walk walk and have our lunch... after we go games shop see see le jiu go take MRT to boon lay...

reach boon lay... we go walk walk around jurong point... buy our rings and also go watch movie... hehe... dear dear also bought 2 PS3 games... I.P man is really nice... hehe... cant wait for the next one... hehe...

today keep disturbing dear dear... heehee... after movie we walk around until 7plus ba then walk to the bus stop near his house... he accompany me wait for bus... the bus take super long lohz... LOL... until my bus come than he go home...

in the bus keep playing with all the new games that i download into my IPhone... and also sms with dear dear until he go play his MJ with his family... hehe... think too into my game le until i miss my stop... OOPS!!! lucky the next stop still got the bus i wanna take... hehe...

reach home my IPhone already left 5% only.. haha... faster go home and charge... since dear dear will be playing MJ so i take my own sweet time bathing... hehe... tomorrow going for the YOG course.. dunno what will they be teaching... haha... lucky is near me... can sleep longer... haha...

after bathing... sms with dear dear awhile then go updated blog and online see FB things... heehee... after that continue play my games in my IPhone... hehe...

PS: baby~ thank you for the ring.. i will treasure it de... and dear dear i miss you~~ faster finish your games and talk to me ok~ love for you still increasing~~ muack muack~~

2010-05-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

nowadays dunno why body temperature a bit high ba... always feel so hot...

today morning nearly late for school... lucky never... today de chocolate can bring home... hehe.. so happy... cos forgot to take down my ear ring so go to the freezer stand... after that finish school le... saw baby de msg... was thinking eat in school but cos too many people and no seat... in the end never eat... sleep in the bus until reach PS... go find dear dear and let him try the chocolate... maybe can do some for denise birthday...

baby buy the netbook le... hehe... after that wait until jiejie come le... chat awhile then go find mummy... let them try the chocolate then go home first... cos i wanna go bath... after that mummy they all come fetch me then go changi airport... eat a bit with mummy then they go in le... while go take bus saw the uncle that i just know de... then go take bus to dear dear there... reach there dunno why temper not very good... so never really talk much... and didn't get to see dear dear cos he go take stocks... after dear dear back to counter he doing his work so i never disturb him until he off work... then we walk to bus stop... dear dear board the bus le then i go take my bus home...

2010-05-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

Today is just a normal day as usual... Today overslept sia... Miss the first lesson... Reach school go demo kitchen for mdm Tanty class... After some lesson then we go for short break...

After break mdm start asking question... Until the last 4 or 3 then call my name... So scare dunno how to answer the question she ask... Haha... But lucky I know the answer... Heehee...

After that is lunch break then go for another class... Dunno is cos not enough sleep or really very boring... Not long jiu fell asleep le... Until class finish then wake up...

Go take bus then change circle line go find mummy... Really a very hot day... Reach mummy there do some work then nothing le... After work mummy bring us go eat... Then send me home... Reach home bath le change jiu go out... Reach baby there awhile jiu finish work le.... We walk to bus stop then take bus home le... Today not feeling well think is cos of the weather keep changing ba... Hehe...

2010-05-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

Today reach school a bit late... Lucky no fine... Hehe...

Today do piping using chocolate... This is the photo of wat I do today...

Nice ma? Hehe

After school have lunch with Lena and kargee le then go take bus... While walking to bus stop is raining... lucky is small rain only... Reach the bus stop just miss the bus so wait until the next bus come...

In the bus reading until halfway got a group of guys board the bus and sit around me... They talk very loud lohz...

Reach PS than go find dear dear... Chat chat awhile then dear dear jiu chase me home... Was angry that he did something but after meet him at 7 eleven jiu ok le... Dun really like to angry so long...

Reach home I go bath le jiu go rest... Didn't rest very long... Than go Switch on the lappy... Try a lot of times the Internet just keep disconnect... Super angry lohz... Haiz... After that go read my book... After finish reading then go bath le... use dryer to dry my hair until I lazy then go see what to bring jiu go out le...

Go take my dinner first... Dunno why today so hungry... I getting fat le... After dinner read my book awhile then go disturb my dear dear...

Reach his counter didn't see him... Confirm go smoking le... After he back to counter didnt really disturb cos he serving... After he finish work then I start disturb him until he board his bus... Hehe...

Miss my bus while walking back... Board the next bus... Dunno is play too much or what... Fell asleep in the bus... Lucky never miss my stop... Hehe...

Reach home wash up jiu try to go online... But like no use... Now can online blog and msn using iPhone... Sad sad...

Now waiting for dear dear... Hope I won't fell asleep again... Zzzzz

2010-04-30T08:12:00.001+08:00

today wake up very early cos morning class... reach school borrow the chief jacket from shi hui... very big... haha... thanks shi hui... today do de chocolate very hard lohz... the fan is the most hard one... haha... after lesson accompany them talk awhile jiu go off le... cos very tire so i decide to take bus home first... take 106 change to 36... for 106 i miss the stop until suntec... lucky... after that take 36... also nearly miss but never miss... lucky again... haha... reach home sleep for an hour or two... wake up go change and find mummy... today really very very hot... reach mummy there do work until dunno what time then go home with cousin... rest awhile at home then go find baby...

on the bus playing games until i miss my stop... when reach baby there is already 10pm... sad sad... reach baby there we chat chat awhile until baby finish work... we walk to UOB... then walk back to bus stop... chat chat awhile until baby bus come... after baby board the bus i walk back to opp to take bus... in the bus was reading my book until i reach my stop... reach home bath then go online update while baby go eat... still din get to wait until baby then sleep le... haiz~~

2010-04-29T23:17:00.003+08:00

today having class as normal but end early cos mdm on mc...

we have lunch first then go take bus to the Cathay watch movie... alight the bus wendilyn and teeth go toilet first and then got a aunt go knock on their door while there are other empty one...

after that we go find baby then i leave my phone with him to charge cos low batt le... after that we go buy the ticket... the showing time is at 1:15pm cos still early so we go sit sit and chat chat... not used that my hp is not with me... haha...

the show is nice... some part is funny and also sad... after the movie some of us going Chinatown and some going ang mo kio... all going to take mrt so we walk back in the rain to PS... back got caught by baby while he is smoking... die~~ =p

act blur a bit jiu go back to counter with him le... cos wet... so think that dry a bit then go find mummy de... but in the end stay until 5pm le jiu never go... wanted to wait for baby finish his lunch then go home change le then come again.. but cos go jie jie there let her do my hair then in the end 6plus then eat... around 7 then finish go back counter so in the end wait until baby finish work...

cos today Roy wanna treat baby for helping him so after work he go to bus stop with us... i left first then there take bus to somewhere near their house for supper...

after i reach home then jiu go wash up le... after finish update of blog then go face book while waiting for baby to reach home... =)

2010-04-27T11:14:00.000+08:00

today is my birthday~~

wake up early in the morning pack everything le then found out my key is gone... after that dunno why keep sneezing until my nose is red... got my key le jiu go see doctor... after that go home rest... around 2plus feeling better le go get reach go find baby... reach suntec then know today plan change again... haiz... go meet shuyi and QQ... we go walk walk then go marina square to see movie... we watching the Taiwan movie... showing time is at 6plus... after bought the ticket then we go play pool... after that we go chat chat then go watch movie le... the movie is nice... hehe... after movie is around 9pm le... 2hr plus... wow... after that we go eat at the hong kong cafe... had a lot of fun... then after that we we go walk walk until we dunno where we are... then take cab back to where we wanna go... on the way i keep bully baby... hehe... finally he piggy back me le... so happy... and also i set a lot of fine rules for him today... but today set de rules is only for today... after that we go find a place sit down and chat chat... then baby send me home... hehe... today is the most simple birthday i had but as long baby is there by my side jiu happy le... hehe... i love you~~

PS: dear dear sometime you change of plan i will upset is cos when you are hoping/looking forward to something that kind of mood is being break... i dun think anyone will be happy ba... but i slowly used to it le... that why i say you 大男人 cos sometime you know what i will think but you always let me feel that you never think how i feel... i accept your reason does not mean i can change my mood so easily...

2010-04-25T23:42:00.003+08:00

wake up early in the morning change le jiu go take bus to work... today dunno why mouth super pain...even eat also pain... today all the customer buy small small things only lohz... sian...

after work go meet serene and ying jie... super long never see them le... hehe... all of us got bf le... good good good... cos i reach late... they already finish eating... so i slowly eat mine... after eating go shop shop... saw a lot of clothes i want but in the end i never buy any...

after shopping le jiu go rest awhile... then slowly go find baby... think today de blog will be very short ba...

reach baby they he not at his counter so i guess he go smoke le... so go wait for him... wait wait wait until lazy le about to walk off then saw baby they all come out... after that we all chat chat awhile then all go back to their counter... chat chat with baby awhile then accompany da jie go toilet... come back le baby serve a customer then go change pass with jie jie...

as usual i go B1 wait for them... baby and jie jie come out le jiu accompany baby go toilet... after baby come out le... we jiu go up sit while they smoke... when baby walk out of 7 eleven saw 2 guy walk up to him.. so i and jiejie guess is ask him to go buy cigg de... after baby come back then we know the 2 guy is from chapter 2 de...

after baby finish smoke then we all walk of le... jiejie take mrt... we walk to bus stop... baby so happy that today is he send de... lol... funny dear dear... love you... we chat chat until my second bus come... then baby also board his bus...

sleep in the bus until baby de second sms then wake up... baby timing always so rite lohz... i was about to alight le... reach home rest awhile until baby sms then we go wash up together... by the time i finish wash up baby already bath hao le... after that go on com and update while baby eating... hehe... baby i really like your today de hair... hehe... muack~~

2010-04-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

continue~~

slack at home until noon time then prepare go out... think i last night left my ez link in the bus... cant find it... sad sad... reach the studio there wait awhile then they start doing makeup then style my hair... after every thing finish is around 5pm le... walk to mrt to go baby there...

reach baby there talk to him awhile jiu go buy water for him... then go eat my dinner... have pasta... hehe... my fav... eat until super full... still think that my makeup very funny... anyway after dinner go back dear dear de counter dun see him lohz... sad sad... he go smoking again... next time must use fine de... after baby back to counter he keep chasing me go home lohz... sad sad... dun wan to but still guai guai de go home...

reach home thinking of removing my makeup jiu go out de but in the end still go bath... feel funny if never bath jiu go out... wait very long for the bus lohz... by the time i about to reach baby already finish work le... go 7 eleven wait for baby... meet up with dear dear we walk to bus stop... today dunno why so many people... disturb baby until his bus come... today spend so little time lohz... sad sad... anyway after baby bus left le... i jiu run to my bus stop to wait for my bus... lucky not a lot of people... still got seat... in the bus sms with baby and also play with my hair until i reach my stop... alight le go 7 eleven buy milk jiu go home le... reach home on lappy then go face book awhile until baby say go wash up... so go wash up also... after wash up then go update blog...

baby i miss you n i love you~~ i may not be the best girl you know but i will try to be one of the best girl in your life... muack muack~~

2010-04-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ALWAYS FELL ASLEEP~~~~ *cried~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today wake up super early... Go school eat abit jiu board the bus go expo with the rest le... Sleep abit in the bus... Reach le we go wait awhile take some photo then jiu start walk around le... Take a lot of thing and also eat a lot... Take a lots of photo also... After that go hall 7 to 9... When walk into hall 8 a lot of them start packing a lot of chocolate stuff didn't get to have it...

2010-04-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

Today wake up super early... Go school eat abit jiu board the bus go expo with the rest le... Sleep abit in the bus... Reach le we go wait awhile take some photo then jiu start walk around le... Take a lot of thing and also eat a lot... Take a lots of photo also... After that go hall 7 to 9... When walk into hall 8 a lot of them start packing a lot of chocolate stuff didn't get to have it...

After that walk to mummy there help her... But in the end didn't do anything just stay in the car only... Today super hot until I thought I going to faint le... Think wait too long le... I fell asleep...
Awake by mummy then know 5pm le... Go back office... Then do some stuff jiu go home le... Think cos too hot tht why rain...

Reach home jiu go bath le... Then online awhile jiu go find laogong... Reach Laogong there he about to finish work le... So go up wait for him... Dunno why he so long then come out... Saw da Jie and sammi... After that accompany da jie go buy present le... Accompany them go
smoke then jiu walk to bus stop le... I love baby de hug... So warm and let me feel secure.. After send Laogong off jiu go take my bus le... Sleep awhile in the bus until dear dear and my other frenz sms me... Reach home ard the same as baby then we go wash up together... After wash up jiu go update le then wait for baby... Love for him increase everyday... And my love for u is true de... Muack muack~~

2010-04-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

After work jiu take bus home le... After the circle line is open... Every time take bus sure got place to sit de... Good...

Reach home jiu go wash up... After wash up then goi online... Mummy call say she dun have the office key so come and take from me also buy dinner for me and didi... She around 8plus then reach...

After take and bring up... Jiu go out to find dear dear le... In the bus think a lot also cry a lot... Until reach PS...

Reach baby there at first was very scare until talk to him... Wait until he finish work we walk to UOB to deposit... Then walk back to bus stop...

After chatting wit dear dear at the bus stop my bus come le... In the bus not long jiu sleep le... Walk up miss a stop... After alight saw baby SMS... Hehe...

sms with baby until i reach home... then i go eat my dinner... after dinner jiu go wash up le... then go online update and wait for dear dear~~