Just The Soul Of Mine

IN LOVE WITH THE BLOGSHOP
[x]SAGE FASHION
[x]TEA IN THE CUP
[x]VONESRUNWAY
[x]ICEZ7

sec...
[x]edmund
[x]jimmy

mdis...
[x]ying jie

pg...
[x]acha
[x]adeline
[x]clarisa
[x]joy
[x]lena
[x]unclejavier
[x]wan ting
[x]tiffany
[x]shi hui
[x]emma
[x]jeanie
[x]maro
[x]sara
[x]zara

sgc...
[x]Andy
[x]desape
[x]shan li
[x]shdw
[x]XiiaoAmber
[x]KellyHan
[x]Yakz
[x]xiaoekin
[x]eeden

wg...
[x]leoleo
[x]jose
[x]jeslyn
[x]lina
[x]jojo
[x]randen
[x]ty
[x]ricky
[x]carol

frenz...
[x]vonvon
[x]genesis
[x]kelvin
[x]Winser

sg idol frenz...
[x]aidil
[x]chin sian

family...
[x]Ivan(didi)
[x]Phyllis(cousin)

others...
[x]typicalben
[x]andystorm
[x]xiaxue
[x]yumi
[x]IX dancer
[x]Link

Thursday

today nothing much everything is as usual... go work then go home then go find laogong~

today a bit emo cos laogong sms slow and feel very 不安... why 不安 is cos today a bit mood swing and also he get to have a new da jie which i dunno de...

but dunno la... is all my problem la... still love laogong a lot....

everyday post is like something i will sure do after i reach home... cos wanna let laogong know wat i do how i feel... and also say things i dunno how to speak out in front of him... is not a job to me cos writing all this is something get to let laogong know me more...

just now was super upset about laogong smoking things... i dun like people that never keep his promise... really dun like... and laogong did it... not because of just now what happen... but also after this few week of what i see... laogong got change a bit le... i know and also very happy about it so some time for others things i will try to get him more space and time to change... cos i dun want him to feel being tie up by me... that is not what i want... everything i say or nag about is all for his own good... some more because of me he is sick... i very scare of people around me sick or in hospital le... some more is someone i love de... my mom is one good example le... hope baby can slowly change i never want you to quit cos i know is not easy... i just want you to take more care about yourself...

tomorrow is our first month together le... was very happy~~

baby, i know all the time i very childish and always let you worry... but i got try to change le... and i just wanted to let you see the real me... i dun wish to put a mask in front of you.. or hide anything from you...you let me believe that i can have my own happiness de... not someone that dun deserve any happiness at all... you let me feel love and warm... is someone i never wanna let go... my heart is filled with all your love~~ and i hope i can also give you what you have given me... i precious every single day i spent with you... and i wish our love will last until the end of my life or even continue if there is any next live... tomorrow is going to be a good day correct my dear~ muack muack~~

Love notes @ Thursday, April 08, 2010