Just The Soul Of Mine

IN LOVE WITH THE BLOGSHOP
[x]SAGE FASHION
[x]TEA IN THE CUP
[x]VONESRUNWAY
[x]ICEZ7

sec...
[x]edmund
[x]jimmy

mdis...
[x]ying jie

pg...
[x]acha
[x]adeline
[x]clarisa
[x]joy
[x]lena
[x]unclejavier
[x]wan ting
[x]tiffany
[x]shi hui
[x]emma
[x]jeanie
[x]maro
[x]sara
[x]zara

sgc...
[x]Andy
[x]desape
[x]shan li
[x]shdw
[x]XiiaoAmber
[x]KellyHan
[x]Yakz
[x]xiaoekin
[x]eeden

wg...
[x]leoleo
[x]jose
[x]jeslyn
[x]lina
[x]jojo
[x]randen
[x]ty
[x]ricky
[x]carol

frenz...
[x]vonvon
[x]genesis
[x]kelvin
[x]Winser

sg idol frenz...
[x]aidil
[x]chin sian

family...
[x]Ivan(didi)
[x]Phyllis(cousin)

others...
[x]typicalben
[x]andystorm
[x]xiaxue
[x]yumi
[x]IX dancer
[x]Link

Wednesday

today finish my work early... super bored until i spam sms some frenz... haha... cos cannot go off early need to wait until 6pm then can go home... sobsob... anyway i spam sms until some sms say i wake them up.. cos nw holiday ma... some not bad still got reply me... hehe...

tomorrow can finish work early... *happy happy* maybe can go ecp learn skate...

today mum fetch us go out for lunch.. outside is super hot de lohz... but the food is nice... hehe... after buy bao still need to go see the stall that is for rent then can go back office... back to office then remember i got bring my lappy... hehe... switch on my lappy watch finish cat street and yesterday download de bebo...

the place we having our lunchthe food we having for lunch

fen fen and huang yimy mummyshe cute rite... hehe... love her...

6pm fen fen they all go home le... since mummy sleeping so i stay back accompany her lohz... after mummy wake up and heard what she say i really dunno what to say...

sometime i not a person that is very good at expressing myself... i never say anything or do anything does not mean i dun care... sometime i just dun think is the rite time or i just dunno how to say it out... a person is used to keeping things to themselves wanted to change is not very easy... but i did try le... you dun like me to cry... so since young i dun dare to cry in front of others... scare other will dislike me...

to mummy:
very sorry if i always let you cry or worry... but what you did to me have already left me a shadow that i dunno how to let it go... why i always hide things from you is cos you never keep your promise... why i scare of dark is cos you lock me in a room when i was scare... how i cry or ask you to accompany me you just dun wan... i know you wan me to face it.. but sorry i cant... why i never sa jiao or so quiet is cos i dunno how to do or talk... from young everyday is only me at home... until secondary also never change... in school frenz hurt me... i also dunno how to tell you... even when i got burnt by boiling water u also never really stay by my side... in hospital you just see me then walk off le... since than i already never mind le... i too tire to see you cry that's why that time how pain i am i also never cry in front of you... sorry if i let you feel that i dun care..

Love notes @ Wednesday, June 17, 2009